I know.

You and me we made a vow, for better or for worse. I can't believe you let me down, but the proof is in the way it hurts. For months on end I've had my doubts, denying every tear. I wish this would be over now, but I know that I still need you here. 

You've been so unavailable, now sadly I know why. Your heart is unobtainable even though you don't share mine. I have loved you for many years, maybe I am just not enough. You've made me realize my deepest fear by lying and tearing us up. 

You say I'm crazy 'cause you don't think I know what you've done, but when you call me, baby, I know I'm not the only one. 

© Sam Smith