Coming back.

So suddenly it came back to me, 
and I'm coming back to myself.

Death

Los suaves lazos del amor son indiferentes a la vida y a la muerte. Se mantienen a través del tiempo de forma que el amor del pasado es parte del amor del presente, y que la confianza en el amor futuro es también parte del presente. Cuando uno muere, su recuerdo vive en el otro, quien lo mantiene vivo y respirando. Y me gusta creer -racionalista como soy- que cuando ambos mueren algo de ello permanece, indestructible y eterno, enriqueciendo todo el universo por el sólo hecho de haber existido.

Isaac Asimov

Just a lie.

I pulled away to face the pain. I close my eyes and drift away over the fear that I will never find a way to heal my soul. 

I can't go on living this way... but I can't go back the way I came chained to this fear. And I will wander until the end of time, half alive without you. 

Because I believe you were my savior in my time of need. I was blinded by faith and I couldn't hear all the whispers... the warning was so clear. 

You took my heart... you deceived me right from the start. You showed me dreams, and I wish they would turn into real. But you broke the promise and made me realise that it was all just a lie.